first impressions

[narcoolepsysensei]

♡ First Impressions ⚬ VISUAL: Kazuaki's human projection is on the taller side of average, around 5'9". He has blonde hair and brown eyes that droop down slightly. It's not obvious from a distance, but there's definitely some darkness under his eyes; the telltale sign of someone who sleeps poorly. He's usually wearing a smile, and if not, he tends to look a little lost in thought... or is he maybe just sleeping with his eyes open...? ⚬ FASHION: Tends to bundle up and wears a lot of neutral-colored clothing. Fond of scarves. ⚬ DEMEANOUR: "Famously soporific," Kazuaki always seems carefree and calm... or perhaps it's just distant, it's hard to say. Nothing really seems to faze him. He's generally pleasant to be around, although he might fall asleep on you mid-sentence. ⚬ SOUND: Kazuaki speaks slowly and tends to trail off... usually because he's falling asleep. He tends to speak a little hesitantly, often starting sentences with "umm" or other filler words, and often adding in phrases such as "I guess" when speaking. ⚬ SCENT: Kazuaki has a distinct scent of chlorine bleach. ⚬ MENTAL INFORMATION: Oh, lord have mercy. Okay, so, first off, Kazuaki is a nationally-recognized mathematician and physicist. Because his player is not nearly half as smart as he is, she will be handwaving literally all of that talk. Secondly... Kazuaki is a terrifying disaster. There will be more (spoilerific) information down in permissions, but please tread carefully here. ⚬ MAGICAL INFORMATION: None whatsoever! He's just your average quail. ...Person? This projection thing is certainly strange. ♡ OOC ⚬ BACKTAGGING: Always! I will fight for a clear inbox no matter when I recieve tags~ ⚬ FOURTHWALLING: Go ahead and get meta in your action tags, but please understand I will stonewall any attempts at IC fourthwalling. Kazuaki is wonderful at dismissing the strange. ⚬ PHYSICAL AFFECTION: Sure, go ahead? It's just going to confuse him though and he might try to use you as a pillow. ⚬ PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: Yeah, sure. He's not a heavyweight champion and he's not likely to win in a fight, so you're probably safe, but like... isn't it also kind of unfair to punch the narcoleptic? ⚬ RELATIONSHIPS: ...Good luck. I'm not going to rule it out as impossible, but there is a lot of baggage standing in the way. He says canonically he's "not capable of loving another being any more," although he does admit that perhaps down the line things could change. ♡ Permissions ⚬ GENERAL NOTES: If you want to discuss plotting/shipping/literally anything with me, comments are screened here. You can also hit me up on Plurk at needlemouse or on Discord at needlemouse#1681. ⚬ WARNINGS: MASSIVE CONTENT WARNINGS for suicide, murder, assault, and survivor's guilt. Everything past this point is going to involve massive spoilers, you are forewarned. ⚬ THE SPOILERS: There is no nice way to put this: "Kazuaki" (really Hitori) is completely and totally broken under the serene mask. He is haunted by a shadow (actually his own grief-spawned delusion) that drives him via survivor's guilt and spurs him to violence. At his present canon point, he has already goaded someone else into suicide and stolen their identity. In the "true route" of his canon, he also has no qualms about assaulting his own students or coworkers. He has no problem with torture and is willing to murder if it gets him what he wants. "Kazuaki Nanaki" is extremely dangerous to both himself and others. It's questionable how much of this will actually come up in-game, but it's best to be forewarned about Hitori Uzune's Wild Ride. GET CODE HERE